Reply to thread

I've read all of this and I can't say that I can help you a lot, cause I don't know your entire situation and problems, but when it comes to your friend..she's treating you like a door mat, and not intentionally.. I think she feels bad about herself and then feels easier to point put other people's flaws (not that they're actually flaws, but she's making you and herself think that your behaviour is such). A bit sadistic, but she needs help - professional if you ask me. Don't let it bother you, and getting out of the house as much as you can is a good choice from where I'm standing.

When it comes to your life, do what you think will actually help you. Also, you should know that other places won't make you feel better, or behave differently. Yes, it'll bring you experience, but still you must know that what bothers you personally mainly follows you where ever you go..hm, I'm afraid that this should be an advice for myself - it's a bit from my perspective and my own problems right now.

Hope everything goes well for you! And everyone