I have made the big girl choice to up root my children, move away from my home and family and follow my heart. Unfortunately now my heart leads me farther away from my security. It is hard not to jump ship and run, but I know I have set this in motion and I am not a quitter. It is very scary for me though. The last time that I tried this it ended in disaster. But I pull deep from with in myself and pray for the guidance that I need to get all of us through what will undoubtedly be a very hard transition.