How is everyone today. Let me start off by saying that I am single and have never been in a relationship....yeah, a virgin. Anyway, I am trying to stay faithful to my future wife, in other words, I believe that God has someone out there for me somewhere, but its hard to stay faithful, if you don't feel faithful and you can't see anything that would give you a sign to keep holding on. Again, I know there is someone out there for me, but I find myself easily distracted by the women I can see. And at the same time I know they would not give me a chance. Call it lust or dispair, whatever, but I have continuously made a vow to God that I would rather wait for him to bless me with my future wife soon. However, I have failed over and over again to live up to supposed faith. No, I haven't been with anyone ever, but to just think about another woman and to stop depending on God, to me, that is almost like cheating on my wife-to-be. I'm thinking, is my struggle all a waste of time or should I just remain single and ask God for more strength or something, against lustful feelings.
Hopefully, someone here has some good advice.
One more thing, I have an issue with a married woman at my college. I am attracted to her, but I know it is a big NO-NO to go after a married woman! It is so not me, but sometimes the thoughts flood my mind with any warning. It happens all day. I've hugged her from time to time and I think I should be more careful and stop doing that, because one thing can lead to another.
What should I do?
