For months, I have been disconnected to my boyfriend. I refuse to have sex with him and I refuse to engage in any thing that pertains to showing love. I don't know if it stems from the fact that I do NOT like having sex with him - I think the sex is horrible. It's like I went from amazing sex with my previous boyfriend to crappy and dissatisfying sex with my current boyfriend.
So, lately I have had my eye on someone and I have the hugest crush on him. He lives in the same apartment complex as I do. He wanted to date 3 years ago but I wasn't attracted to him then. Now, he no longer has dreads and he is definitely something to look at. I am thinking ,darn, if only I had said yes. Of course, I wouldn't cheat but what should I do. Should I take a break from my current boyfriend? I kind of feel like I am being deprived of a sex life and happiness.
So, lately I have had my eye on someone and I have the hugest crush on him. He lives in the same apartment complex as I do. He wanted to date 3 years ago but I wasn't attracted to him then. Now, he no longer has dreads and he is definitely something to look at. I am thinking ,darn, if only I had said yes. Of course, I wouldn't cheat but what should I do. Should I take a break from my current boyfriend? I kind of feel like I am being deprived of a sex life and happiness.