Okay....... I'm adjusted, I eat four food groups, take longs naps and look both ways before crossing the street...oh and i get disciplined...yeah, she disciplines me real good...sometimes 5 times a day! With Bricks! uh-huh..in a pillow-case!
*snaps back into reality from Lilo & Stitch world :rofllmao:*
Im a 17 year old scottish gal plonked down into Australia, so that means I never tan....just burn :no2: <--- yes, that red 
I've had a pretty tough life (my best friend Alice died when we were 14, it was four days after my birthday and only one day after my party [29th Sep 2001] and then my biological Dad Bob, died of a cancerous tumour on August 22 2004) why am I telling you this? because its what's shaped the person I am today...
I used to think the world revolved around me, and that everyone in it was below me, but now, I know my place in the world is just like everyone else's place. I also used to think that I would always be out of harms way, Alice's death sure yanked me back down to earth.
I used to think my Dad didnt care for me, thats why he wouldn't call me for 6 months to a year, or even a year and half and then call out of the blue out of guilt.I'd try and get mad, but he always made me laugh instead. Now I know the reason he didnt call; because some days the tumour that was lodged behind his left eye, was also placing pressure on his brain, causing unbearable migraines, the first tumour he had, was wrapped around his left jaw, he had to have surgery to remove it, when they took it out, they also took a portion of his jaw, and the entire nerve on the left side of his face, he could barely speak properly for 9 months...
If you haven't noticed, I detatch myself when things go wrong, when people get hurt, and I talk like a doctor or something, maybe it's fitting because I want to be a forensic pathologist when I grow up, maybe its just because I dont want to deal with death on a personal, emotional level...then again Ill have to in my job eh?
anyway, cutting to the chase and getting rid of the deep stuff...(theres a time and a place) My Dad taught me probably the most important things Ive ever learned, always look @ the good side of life, laugh when-ever you can, even if youre scared.
In the past year, Ive made friendships that I never imagined having, im so grateful for having them, and I've also seen friendships I never thought would break, be torn down...
Because of David, I no longer think about killing myself, he's the most amazing, romantic, beautiful person I know.... :agree: Im never letting him go... :no2: :hazzah: :friendlykiss: :flower4u:
Ok, the quick version...
I laugh constantly, I love kittens and puppys and baby animals (the fluffy sort) I love my friends, I love my family, I get PMS real bad :dance: yay for my family huh? :lol2:
I look really scary in the morning :spooked:
I love my Girl Power gals.... :grouphug: minus the stoppey poopey heads :no2:
and most of all I love my David, he's my soulmate, things feel too right to be true....
:loveu: guys!
:ty: for reading this
:blueangel:
Jen xxx
oh...P.S I love cuddles too
P.P.S I'm the one people come to when they want to talk...Im like a priest in a confessional :lol2:
