I'm never going to be happy.
If I stay the way I am, a so-called "individual", I will be a miserable loner who shares nothing in common with anyone and therefore can't relate to other people and will be forever ignored.
Even though at school I had friends, I never get invited to anything (never been to a party or get together in my life) and I feel very stupid around people.
If I change I will be miserable because I'm forced to not be myself. Then I will have friends but they will treat me like dirt.
A girl in 6 grade showed me how to be "normal" so I would have friends... I was very popular but constraining myself was a very epic struggle.
What should I do? Stay a loner as who I am or change for the better?
If I stay the way I am, a so-called "individual", I will be a miserable loner who shares nothing in common with anyone and therefore can't relate to other people and will be forever ignored.
Even though at school I had friends, I never get invited to anything (never been to a party or get together in my life) and I feel very stupid around people.
If I change I will be miserable because I'm forced to not be myself. Then I will have friends but they will treat me like dirt.
A girl in 6 grade showed me how to be "normal" so I would have friends... I was very popular but constraining myself was a very epic struggle.
What should I do? Stay a loner as who I am or change for the better?