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My fiancee and I have yet to have our first together but I see a lot of the girls that I went to high school with settling dwn; getting married, and having a family of their own.

I am envious but that isn't why I wanna have a baby, settle down and get married.

 

My fiancee and I are in 2 different states, I always feel so alone in my house; no one to talk to and noone that really loves me; I mean I have my mom but she doesn't ACT like it.

I have always seemed to do better and feel better when I was taking care of someone; like when my great grandmother was sick I would help her in and out of bed, and help her go to the bathroom; or when my uncle had his surgery, I would help him in and out of bed and cooked for him every day I came home from school for 4 hours until my mom got home.

 

I guess its just wanting a part of my fiancee here with me and having someone to take care of that makes me want to have a baby. Plus by this age I had figured I would at least have one on the way.