Hi, well this is how it goes.
I have a boyfriend and we kind of want to get married in a couple of years (we are both 22 years old) and there is no engagment ring or anything like that yet, so we have only mentioned it a little to my mom and a few friends.
The problems is this, I have a very good friend with whom I had a little fling before even meeting my BF, and everytime we see each other... we're like matches, he gets hot I get nervious and he totally blows my mind, and I'm going to see him TODAY!!! And I know he has the hots for me, and I've got the hots for him and we've said it openly.
I'm just nervious about what might hapen tonight, I haven't cheated on my BF, at least not this one, and I noticed that it is not fear of remorse what keeps us from not cheat, but fear of not having any remorse at all.
I guess I just need to hear some outer opinions and think things through, cuz it's easy to say NO, DON'T DO IT or GO ON, YOU'LL REGRET IT LATER, I just don't want to look back in 10 years and think "I should have taken the chance" or "what have I done?"
I have a boyfriend and we kind of want to get married in a couple of years (we are both 22 years old) and there is no engagment ring or anything like that yet, so we have only mentioned it a little to my mom and a few friends.
The problems is this, I have a very good friend with whom I had a little fling before even meeting my BF, and everytime we see each other... we're like matches, he gets hot I get nervious and he totally blows my mind, and I'm going to see him TODAY!!! And I know he has the hots for me, and I've got the hots for him and we've said it openly.
I'm just nervious about what might hapen tonight, I haven't cheated on my BF, at least not this one, and I noticed that it is not fear of remorse what keeps us from not cheat, but fear of not having any remorse at all.
I guess I just need to hear some outer opinions and think things through, cuz it's easy to say NO, DON'T DO IT or GO ON, YOU'LL REGRET IT LATER, I just don't want to look back in 10 years and think "I should have taken the chance" or "what have I done?"