Heya xxnew flame burningxx
Can I start out by asking you not to post the same topic twice but in different areas of the forum please? And also, if someone doesn't reply within 20 minutes, it doesn't mean no one will reply. This is, afterall, a message board and not a chatroom - instant replies are uncommon. Just have patience my dear!!
Ok. None of what has happened or what is happening to you, is your fault. You are the child, he is the adult, he knows it's wrong!!! Do not EVER EVER think you have done wrong.
My advice to you would be to try and talk to a teacher at school. There's bound to be one of your teachers that you like and feel you can trust? Tell this teacher what is or has happened, and ask them for advice on how to handle the situation.
To cope with this, I personally believe you need someone in your "real life" to offer you the shoulder to lean on, that you so badly need. It's all very well for us to say you can do this, this or this, but actually doing it is entirely different. It's not easy, let's be honest. But this is why I think you need to talk to someone in person.
