Hi ?
I am sooo Confused !!
as I said before , I would like to live single , but !! there is a problem.
ummmmmm I am pretty , so that's really make me shy !! , and it's the reason behind the problem.
the problem is , there was a boy , he is my cousin , I felt like he liked me !!!!!!!! , when he was smiling at me I smiled too ! I wasn't really feel that he likes me , and if I smile at him too , he will like me more and moooooore !!
and when I knew , I made a mistake , a problem to make him hate me !!
and I think this way was a Successful way , now he is ignoring me , when I look at him , I feel like his eyes are sad ! , that's really bothers me ! , I wasn't wanted to make him sad , I was wanted him just to hate me!
I can't say sorry to him , "sorry" is not enough to fix it !
the second boy is my cousin too , he is mom's brother's boy !!
I think he is starting to like me !! <omg this is too much ! isn't it?>
he is looking at me aaaaall the time , watching my smiles and moves and everything! if I look at him , he smiles , I smiles too !!!!!
I don't want to say " please stop this , find another girl " , I don't know maybe he didn't mean this , and he is not loving me !! I don't want to be embarrassed
tell me what can I do or say to the second boy.
and how can I apologize to the first !?
