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I'm going to add this on the side, because like I said I'm feeling really bothered by this. I took a long shower and realized that if he wants to be friends with his ex- I have to let it go. I don't want to be the controlling girlfriend nor the jealous one. I don't really know but I guess this is one of those relationship tests. I just, it's so strange to feel like a grit in my teeth or have my stomach drop depressingly into my stomach at the mention of them having a great time. After all she out weighs me 6 years to a weak 4 months. I'm really afraid that I'm going to be the one getting hurt again. I really love my boyfriend, so losing him just makes me explode into tears. I've never been like this before, never so anxious, and worried. Not even with my ex did I really put in the effort to go out of my way to let him know what bothered me. I hate being like this, so emotional, ugh, I'm just going to turn up the music and clean around the house or something. Relationships are hard, all I can do is trust him. So hopefully that keeps things at bay.