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I'd like to think I've made some progress with our relationship.

 

Firstly, I've gotten several shirts since then. They're all really nice. I think I have... 10 shirts? I love wearing them. I still button them up and tuck them in, but I've gotten into wearing some jewelry over my shirt to look different. I'm thinking about giving ties a try.

 

Little by little, my friend is starting to reveal our relationship to our school. I think she's tired of living in secret. I'm scared, but I guess it's time to come out.

 

Like she said she would, my friend bought a nice white shirt and wore it when we hung out. She looked amazing. I feel like white dress shirts suit her more than they do me. She tucked hers in but didn't do the top button like I do, so she was going for a more casual look. When we started our usual thing she told me to start. In the past, it's always been the other way around. I think she's trying to teach me to open up and be more assertive. As such, I grabbed her by the shirt and pulled her in for a fierce kiss. We kissed as usual after that. She wore cherry flavored chap stick, which smelled really good. The only problem was that she started kissing my neck, which ended up staining the collar of my shirt. She didn't care, though, because she kissed my chest which also stained my shirt. I don't really care either. At this point, these shirts have become natural for me. She could have torn my shirt to shreds with a knife and I wouldn't care.

 

Speaking of staining and tearing, there is this girl and her two friends who have been bullying me about my sudden change in dress style and my little secret (As I said above, my relationship with my friend is becoming more public.) I don't think she knows I'm gay, though. I think she's just making fun of me, which scares me for when she will eventually find out. She goes out of her way to try to damage my shirts. One time she "jokingly" tried to cut my shirt with scissors. She almost did, too. My friend tells me to ignore her, but it's hard to sometimes. She doesn't ever do any damage, but I feel like she might if provoked. I guess I care too much about what others think.

 

I'll update again if something comes up. My friend told me she wanted to come out soon. I'm really scared. I don't want to lose any of my friends. I told my best friend and she's fine with it, but I don't know how others will take it.


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