I had my sort-of best friend (well, like what i mean by that is that David is my best friend but he's also my bf, where as corey is my non-relationshiped best-friend so i cant call him my best friend because david is my best friend but corey is too...setting aside the bf thing)
man thats a screwed up explanation :huh:
anyway, Wednesday night i stayed @ coreys and we were just laughing and talking and lying in bed when he goes: Jen, what do you think of the *things* ive done (*things* is things with the ppl of the same sex)
me: "i dont care to be honest, you just did it, you cant help it...besides you were drunk anyway"
corey: "yeah....about that"
me: "uwa?"
corey: "i dont know i guess what im trying to say is......um.....(i knew this anyway just fyi it was a matter of him telling me though so i waited) *looooooooong silence* i guess it's just that....<me: corey, we know *everything* about each other, tell me what you want to say, you know i wont judge you or anything, youre like a brother dude come on"> *he sighs.....*
"im gay"
me: *leaping out of the bed arms flailing* "yay im so proud of you you said it!!!!!!!"*chucking my arms around him and squeezing him tight*
corey: "urrrrrggg....thats not quite the response i was expecting"
me: ummm why?
him: i dont know i just thought you might say yuck or somet
me: ummm why would i do that?Im glad your saying it, now you can actually relax around me
him: yeah i know!*big sigh and a smile*
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That would have to have been the bravest thing anybody I know has done, to talk to someone and say you know what?Im sick of trying to cover how I really feel...Im gay
:dance: im so proud of him! :dance:
:multi: jumping man for my brave dude!